SMT SG

Wohoooo ~~~ tomorrow is SM Town III in Singapore ~~~~~

At first i was so excited that my mum allow me to go even though i didnt have the ticket
thinking that my friends would want to go to but i guess i was too naive (not allowed to go alone)
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Guess i expected that they would reply me and say they are interested... But i only had greater disappointment .... oh well who asked me to like something that my friends wasnt super into ?
ㅜㅜ all i could blame was myself



i dunno but i just feel so damn depress that i could not see my super junior boys
and now im literately crying after seeing a picture of leeteuk oppa letter from the army
feel that ive let him down... like not doing much as an ELF ㅠㅠ
i cant even go and support them  ... this feeling sucks to the max! why am i always the one to have the feeling of SO NEAR YET SO FAR ? THIS FEELING 엿먹어 x3

I'm really touched

After coming back to Singapore from Batam , I received this what's app message that make me really touched ㅠㅠ It was no other than from Cheryl 동생~ she's the only one that send me this kind I message :,) I didn't know I was this kind of girl #•v•#

Here's the message she sent
(it's very long)


"Yo chubby bunny! 😋 I know this is very sudden but during these two weeks, I really learn a lot about friendship. I just want to tell you thank you so much for everything that you have done for me. Really, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for accompanying me during recess when I was alone, thank you for not finding me annoying when I always WhatsApp you about my problems almost every night, thank you for not badmouthing and backstabbing me like how many of my friends did, thank you for letting me to trust you with no worries, thank you for allowing me to be myself in front of you, thank you for not letting me to fear or doubt that you will secretly judge me someday, thank you for lending me your white shoes when I am such a bitch who don't buy a new one when I know I need it, thank you for being so generous to give me free Polaroids instead of being like my other friends who are so stingy about it, thank you for always welcoming me to your house, thank you for printing your worksheets and sharing the hints for the papers, thank you for always not being selfish, thank you for being so patient when you listen what I have got to say, thank you for enduring my sudden fan girl disease (OMG I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOSEOB IS GONNA RELEASE A SOLO MINI ALBUM, AM I DREAMING!? 😆), thank you for lending me money that day at Subway when I was so stupid, not knowing that it's not the time for student's meal yet, thank you for encouraging me for the EOY exams, especially for Geography. Really, if it wasn't for you, I would have gave up for Geography, it was because you told me that it's important to memorize the steps for land reclamation (is it call land reclamation? sorry, I will forget what I learnt right after the papers 😋) then I started memorizing it for more than one week ago before the paper, thank you for studying with me at your place and Starboard, thank you for staying up late at night teaching me Literature through WhatsApp, thank you for always being so understanding and most of all, thank you for being my chubby bunny that stays by my side no matter the good or bad happens. Sometimes, I really feel like you are not my friend but a sister. No, you can almost be my mum already because no matter what, she is still there for me at the end of the day. Thank you also for proving me that true friends does exist in this world when I thought that that was all crap. Please never leave my life and I hope that you will always remember, you are super freaking very important to me! Please remember that whenever you need someone, you are not alone. I will always try my best to be there for you when you need me. Last but not least, you know I love you! 😗😚😝😊☺ xoxo"

Just a picture of us :P

Batam

Went batam for some raki today :)
Thank God the weather was GOOD ~~!
I mean even though it rained but it happens when when we have shelter over us •v• Really Thank God ^^
GOD I LOVE YOU

But another great thing was the SUNSET !
Here's some picture

한국

Currently learning Korean by myself .... So haaard ㅠㅠ there's so many words that I don't know :/
It sure takes a long time to learn something ~~~! But I'm not gonna give up!

Pls: I don't really know how to read those words

Memories board

Finally done with part 2 (the right one) of my memories black board :,) I'm so proud of my board *cheese sign* Did you spot yourself inside ? XD ok sorry guess you didn't cause the pictures are too small hehehee~~

Hope there's part 3 in the future ^^ I know there will be but I wonder how long will I take to have part 3 :P
But even if I have part 3 I've got no idea where to paste it .... ㅠㅠ

Open house

Today my school had open house but not a lot of people came ㅠㅠ quite disappointed though .... But at least it's better than last year :P last year there wasn't anyone who came for the school open house :/ at least this year there's like 10? ( not sure ) maybe because it's holiday everyone is going overseas :)

But nevertheless I still had fun (sort of) especially after the open house ^_^ went to had late lunch with Cheryl 동생 the food was not bad XD

Next time we need to hang out more XD oh yea and had fun playing "3,6,9" ㅋㅋㅋㅋ must beat our high score ah~ can't say it here.... Too little already very embarrassing #^^#

Before I forget just to spill something :P sorry Cheryl XD
she can't wink XD if she wink her both eyes will become damn small hehehe very funny

Same class

Finally next year Cheryl 동생 and me will be in the same class ! Hope we get to sit together yea~~~~ and hope our friendship will be better and if we did something wrong to each other let's forgive and forget (even though it's hard) each other ^^ so that we will not hold any hatred between us #^^#

Outing with 언니 & 동생

WAAH~~~ finally going out together after school holidays ~~~~ with only shitty 바보 언니 and laughing 동생 <3 C&C 동생 was suppose to come after her band but she needs to take care of her cousins ㅠㅠ anyway had fun today at AMK and P.S Korean food <3

Sorry for spitting at both of you :p *paisey*

But the best thing of all is that we took brooding twice within a day ! But the neoprint was DAEBAK it's very nice :)
Just going to show 2 out of a few we took :)

Holiday

Its been a long time since I last blogged ....

Finally its Holiday :) Even though i haven been meeting my friends lately i wish that i can meet them in the next few weeks before december

now that holidays are here i feel so bored... but Thank God theres i k-drama to keep me occupied XD
this show has been airing on the tv quite some times back but i didnt watch so now im currently watching  " Jungle Fish 2 " on youtube :) 

Teukie oppa enlistment

Guess this particular day is another day that we (ELF) hate cus our angel without wings leader teukie is being enlisted ㅠㅠ
Teukie said that he cried yesterday night while he was sleeping and I think it was pretty obviously he really cried
Even though I couldn't send teukie off ( cus I'm still young and obviously my parents wouldn't let me go Korea for this reason ) I looked at all the twitter updates ... I didn't want to cry but looking at how our teukie smiled brightly and didn't cry it just break my heart knowing that he is crying badly inside ...

Anyway let's stay STRONG together and wait for leeteuk oppa for 21 months ^__^ just like how we waited patiently for kangin oppa :,)

And I guessed this is what teukie oppa wanted to tell us
( from the song "only u" )

Gonna post what teukie wanted to say to us and pictures of his enlistment .. It's all edited by me ^^
Picture credits are in the 3rd picture