At first i was so excited that my mum allow me to go even though i didnt have the ticket
thinking that my friends would want to go to but i guess i was too naive (not allowed to go alone)
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Guess i expected that they would reply me and say they are interested... But i only had greater disappointment .... oh well who asked me to like something that my friends wasnt super into ?
ㅜㅜ all i could blame was myself
i dunno but i just feel so damn depress that i could not see my super junior boys
and now im literately crying after seeing a picture of leeteuk oppa letter from the army
feel that ive let him down... like not doing much as an ELF ㅠㅠ
i cant even go and support them ... this feeling sucks to the max! why am i always the one to have the feeling of SO NEAR YET SO FAR ? THIS FEELING 엿먹어 x3
